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And then third year begins June 15, 2006>> Now my section, 3-10! And guess what, Janelle is in 3-11! Great… Just great =_= But I guess it will be okay because Paula is her classmate. Lora is my classmate!! I know a bunch of people in my class, but of course, I don’t know everyone. I guess our class is okay. We will see each other for like, 2 years every single school day of our lives. I think this will be a noisy year. The next will be a quiet one. I admit that I miss 2-5. It was such a great class! I miss a bunch of people as well. Just like some of my group mates in Iraq and those fun people to talk with or just fun to listen at. My classmates from last year are Angela, Jonika and Joni. I just noticed that those three are so good at art! In short, they are artistic! They are the artists 2-5 our class. Then here goes Lyza, haha! I’m not good at art. I wonder why I am with them. Now let me take a look at our teachers. Next is our Social Studies teacher. He is a boy and I forgot his name. But I like him! I may like World History because of him. He even let us cover our journal notebook with a local artist and call it JOLOGS. He’s funny. I guess pass this subject. LoL. Another one is our Chemistry teacher. She is new as well. She is so religious that we have mistaken her as our Christian Life teacher. I hope I pass her subject. Next on my list is our Math teacher. He looks so horrible that he must have taken drugs that morning! I feel he is strict or something. I definitely hope I’ll pass his subject. Then here goes the original Chirstian Life. Our teacher is another male and he is so good at languages and he said that he knows French and Latin. Before he said the subject he’s handling, I thought he was our English teacher because he asked if we know Shakespeare and he deciphered his name in the board. Haha! Our English teacher is absent, same for Guidance. >> Oh I have not yet seen the Sports Com. I think it’s wider. I’ll have time to look at it tomorrow since there is some kind of a Rosary Prayer for MC’s anniversary chuva! Haha. I still don’t know what club I want. It’s either JEC or some butt kicking club like Taebo. Haha as if we have that club… Well I guess I’m stuck with JEC. If only there was fencing! Haha I like swords. Hehe Hmmm… >> There is a pressure in me that if I fail, I will regret it that is why I am serious. I know I am. I believe I am. I hope I am. Hehe… Oh my classmates. I hope we will have this sense of cooperation, sense of responsibility and of course, humor. I want to CRY. Seriously. To think about it, it’s my last two years in high school! I’m starting to grow. Last time I always depend, I always have fun but at this point sadly, I need to be serious. T_______T I’m so sad. I think about lots of things at the moment. I am scared! OMG Mixed emotions. Hehe. Pero syempre ayaw kong mawala yung kalokohan, kagaguhan, kaututan. Haha! asdfj >> OMFGWTFUTB! June 14, 2006OMG! It’s tomorrow! School starts tomorrow! I’m so nervous like hell! I don’t want to introduce myself once again! “Hi my name is Lyza….” OMG! And then they will ask us to describe ourselves! “I’m quiet” ACK! And then they will ask us to say our favorite color! “Blue” WTF. I hope you don’t have to do that. Just let me do home works but not that stupid thing. Haha! ---------------------- Okay now my PLANS and my WISHES for this School Year. Try hard not to have C’s or B-‘s. Straight B’s are fine already. So yeah that’s it. Good Luck to me! Hope things will work out well. But I don’t expect all to happen. It might be worse than I think. *inhale exhale breath in and out* Expect the worst June 13, 2006It's going to be tomorrow and then I'm off to school. I HATE IT! It's better ending something than starting something. That's how I feel right now. LoL. Starting really pisses me off. I get nervous and so introverted that I only want to talk to my friends. We will be blocked this year until the next. So I hope I will have a bunch of friends in my class! I talked to one of my classmates last year, she told me she wants to have classmates who are smart. Meeh. I don't care if my classmates are not smart! I prefer all of us to be cooperating and responsible. It's okay if not everyone are smart. But again, I did not let that conversation go on and on... Well anyways. I'll probbably be leaving the internet on weekdays. Go back on weekends. I don't know about blogging, maybe if I really want to tell something then I'll type really fast and post Oh well, I am serious like "whoa" right now. I know my mind is set and I hope I can do it. Haha! Well... Hotaru No Mori June 11, 2006I read the manga that Janelle said. It’s my first time to read something like that. T_T “It’s like were on a date!” – Hotaru And when Hotaru is in the right age and Gin asked her to accompany him… “It’s like were on a date!” – Hotaru I also like the last part, when Gin gave his mask to Hotaru and kissed it. T_T I know what Gin feels, he wanted to kiss her but he can’t because he will vanish! T_T That’s so sad… And then later on, a pesky kid trips. =_= I hate that kid whoever he is! Lol. Oh well… I loved that story. I probably won’t forget it ^_^ i'm nervous June 09, 2006(oohhh) I really can't take the fact that school is coming! I hate the fact that most of the people are so in love that school is coming! >:( I'm scared that I think at the moment I take my step in that school, I will fail right away. Right.. maybe that's only the pressure that I am feeling right now. Because I did not do some advance studying? Hehe, maybe that's one. Alright, I know I am dead serious at this point to get high grades. You know, because I want to get an honor. That is a tough job. Well, at least straight B's and no B-'s or C's. That maybe some kind of boastful, but everything must start at you being boastful or else you can't get anything. What if you want to graduate as a Validictorian? Then people will tell you that you are mayabang/boastful, so? What the heck do they want it's your own strenght that will bring your glory. Anyways, I don't want to reach that goal... too bumpy. Well about that thing. I guess there are always good and bad sides of everything. Like being Kind. It's nice to be kind, but being too kind (excessive) is also wrong. I mean, forgiving someone who did a very disturbing, mean, sin to you? Because you are kind you say "Apology Accepted"? OMG now where is justice? Also telling a lie. There is a good and a bad side. You tell a lie if you know in your heart it will be better (but truth will always prevail), but you won't tell a lie to save yourself from an unwanted truth (the bad side of it) Well I think I believe that everything has a bad and good side. Opposing sides that you know... bring in balance... ------------ Haha oh well from my school nervousness to this. Whatever. haha! She gave me a call June 07, 2006Oh I thought I won't write an entry today but there was some unexpected things. ----- Kai called me awhile ago. She told me to keep a secret. She has a boyfriend. O_O She said she had her boyfriend just 2 days ago. That guy was the cousin of one of her friends. I met that guy once, and I know there is something bad about him. In short, I don't like him. I think he is a pervert. Kai told me things that is a sign of his being a pervert because he kissed her when they were in the movie house and she told me that she felt his hands on her body. I don't like someone who is like that. =_= Suprisingly, Kai told me that it is okay! wtf. Also she mentioned that it is okay for her BF to look at other girls. HELLO!?!? =_= I did not tell any of my opinions to her at the moment, I just let her do the talk. I tried to tell her some of them but I can't explain it fully. I can't keep up with the conversation T_T I'm really like that specially to people like her who I kind of fear, well a little. It's because umm... she is too... ARGH.. I'll think about it later. So yeah. I'll write again later The wacko's June 06, 2006Ohh.. the urge of posting XD I'm with my brother at home. It's the VERY first time that my parents left me home alone with my brother. I really think they are so paranoid about my brother because he is such a bastard and my parents think that when he is left here with me, he will fight me always and bully me around while I cry my butt out. I think they lack trust towards my brother just because he has done so many wrong things in the past. Like getting the money of my parents and not letting them know, getting the wedding ring of my mom and selling it in the pawnshop, selling my mom's phone... etc. But that was past and I guess that was already recovered. It's like they are being SO unfair to him. I do not mean that I prefer my brother more than my parents, it's just that all of a sudden they lost their patience and starting to give up. They are so selfish even in giving food to my brother LMAO like my dad will give me some food, and then he tells me to eat it fast because he don't have one for my brother. Haha! That is so weird. It's so selfish. But I know I can't blame them for not trusting him completely, he has done a bunch... no not a bunch, HUMONGOUS wrong acts causing such pain in the ass for my parents. All their experience with my brother has caused them some disorder, a trauma that he might do this crazy stuffs again in a matter of millisecond. Haha! But I guess sometimes they are just way to far! Even small things they are keeping it away from him. Haha! It's funny when they talk to him because sometimes the reasons of my brother has more sense than their points. hahaha! I think my parents are just old XP "Why did you left the dishes?" lmao "What did you do to the CR??" lmao And so many more funny conversations that you can't help but laugh. Let the pain Strike you June 05, 2006*what a title* Finally, I was able to watch the episode of “Naruto” wherein the team of Shikamaru chased a barrel. Haha. I love Neji’s part! Well it’s because he’s so awesome and I adore him. But of course, because of those episodes I loved him more. :3 Now here are my thoughts about the anime character “Hyuuga Neji” ------- Everyone has known Neji as a genius because of his numerous abilities that he managed to learn by himself. He believes that fate has been judged and therefore it can never be changed. But after he fought with Naruto, whom he believes is a loser and certainly can’t beat him, taught him a lesson this idea of him changed. During their fight, Naruto kept on saying him that he will win but Neji kept on nagging that he can’t do anything but still, it did not stop Naruto to believe. Naruto strived and did what he got to do that is why at the end, he was able to reach his goal of winning the battle. Naruto told him that his technique (Kage Bunshin) was almost the technique that brought him to failure, but he did not give up instead he strived and remained his perseverance and believed in his dreams allowing him to master the technique. With this, he made Neji realize that destiny can be changed. In Neji’s battle with the Spiderman guy, he remembered the important things Naruto taught him. This is a battle that almost brought him to death. But performing his utmost capability with his trust towards himself, he was able to win. He could have just let the last attack of Spiderman guy hit him and accept his destiny of dying, but he has a reason why he shall not die. First: because he chose not to. Second: he has the will to change destiny. He chose not to die because there are people who trusted him with this fight and he does not want to break their trust. Furthermore he knows he can do it. His eye technique (Byakugan) has its flaws. It has a blind angle, which cannot sense attacks; therefore he can be hit in that angle. The last attack of Spiderman guy (again) was aimed perfectly on this very spot. Neji let moved a little and let the attack hit him. This thing made it possible for him to counter the attack letting him hit his opponent giving him victory. ------- I thought: Sometimes you really have to let the pain strike you at your weakness but that pain shall not stop you, instead strive you to bring in your glory. Life does not give you a perfect self because if you are perfect, then you cannot learn things anymore that will make you stronger. Being perfect is not being strong. Being strong is being perfect. Sometimes we might think, if we fail there is no more tomorrow and there is nothing we can do about it but to accept. But if we give up that easily, then I think that you do not deserve to win that thing. If you really want something and know that it is the right thing you shall always GO for it even if it brings you the greatest humiliation in your life. Those who are afraid to try are ones that humiliates themselves more than the one who tries. It’s always better to “I’ll do it now” than “I’ll try tomorrow” ------ OMG. I hope I can do this stuffs that I am saying. It’s pretty hard to imagine being a strong person who is not afraid of anything, even humiliation. I’m a shy person and I hate that I am one. I get nervous easily that I tend not to try. That is so wrong and I know it is. That is one of my weaknesses. I’m jealous about some people out there who can fly. I mean people who are carefree to do anything and to try… Okay now I don’t know how to end this… |
I'm Lyza. 15 and turning a year older @ August 13. (anubahyhen) I like sharing things that happens to me daily and what I can say about it. I call this "my messy blog" because it's stuffed with randomness. These are the riddlesThe First Door     
"I wanna go to a place where I can say that Im alright and Im staying there with you I wanna know if there could be any way that theres no fight and Im safe and sound with you" Think Again: I am free of all prejudices. I hate everyone equally. We are here on earth to do good for others. What the others are here for? I don't know. The only tyrant I accept in this world is the still voice within. May 17, 2006 I made this layout to be my 'pernament' layout this year, until summer next year. All things that you see is made my me unless specified in the Credits.
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